What has changed?

The author reflects on their unchanged external life but a growing sense of alienation and internal change. They express concern about the lack of genuine communication and understanding among people, and the pervasive background noise that blurs important matters. The piece ends with a contemplation on finding one's place in the world.

Impact of Childhood Memories

The author recalls a childhood incident where they feared severe consequences for accidentally hurting a girl while riding a bicycle. The girl's mother's compassionate response taught the author the futility of overthinking and shaped their calm demeanor, reflecting on the impact of childhood experiences on personality development.